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Welcome! I’m THE WEST VIRGINIA WOMAN Robin of robinholstein.com and Holstein House, where my guests get a good night’s sleep at a fair rate, plus breakfast. I've been keeping house since I was 17, balancing the budget and paying the bills as an Army wife on the salary of a PFC stationed at Fort Hood, Texas, and as a single mother of two back home in West Virginia. Things have changed since then, but I haven’t forgotten what it was like.

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So let’s hang out and talk a while.

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Twice a year I go \"radio silent;\" the day my younger son was born, and the day he committed suicide. Here I spend some time telling you about his short life, and things leading up to his suicide.

**WARNING** there are some graphic descriptions shared.

Suicide is not painless. It hurts those you leave behind.

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Twice a year I go \"radio silent;\" the day my younger son was born, and the day he committed suicide. Here I spend some time telling you about his short life, and things leading up to his suicide.

**WARNING** there are some graphic descriptions shared.

Suicide is not painless. It hurts those you leave behind.